Excellence

i don't wna look back on my life and regret not utilising this 9month break that i've had. how come everyone else seems to have found smth related to what they wna do in future? =( maybe i'm just lacking in street smarts.

which is why i hope cass' brainchild takes off. i won't even mind investing into it.

btw i must be the suakooest person who didn't know that we're getting back results next friday.

Million Dollar Question

if i should choose to stay, will i one day look back and regret my decision?

Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

watch phantom of the opera with me please? =/ the songs are amazing and maybe then i can sing them to you (so you'll have at least some inkling of what rubbish i'm gurgling out of my mouth)

work was boring as usual. maybe i should try to find smth better to do, but sitting at the office doing nth hectic and collecting money isn't thaaaaaat bad. in fact, it's perfect, if i wanted to become vegetable after 2 weeks. so, i should get myself smth else, QUICK.

(is that how you're supposed to say it? a vegetable? like zhi2 wu4 ren2? shitt! i'm really becoming stupid)

i wish we rmbed to take photos on valentine's day =( it was my first time receiving a bouquet of flowers and being surprised like that. not to mention being picked up and dropped off. my daddy said he helped the flowers change water heh x) see.

it's 10.23 WHY HAVEN'T YOU CALLED! sigh. my life is declining into a state of rut and dustiness.

1st Day

it's sad how a 3 year 'friend'ship can disintegrate into nothing, but that's life for you. i don't know why i'm so pissed either, but i supposed it's cause i still feel wronged. nonetheless, i'm just thankful that i know, given the chance, i wouldn't change my decision. unlike everybody else, you will stay with me, for sure.

so went to work today. it was freaking boring not cause the work was boring but cause i didn't even do any work? barely learned some crm program with co-tempstaff priscilla and cassandra, and cass taught me how to use access to change stuff in documents. all that took about less than an hour maybe? the rest of the time spent there was split between surfing hungrygowhere, playing shadypuzzles, reading up on string theories, reading a mystery secretly, writing loveletter to b, and just gossiping. serves me right for wanting a mundane job. i'm hoping things will pick up otherwise i don't see the point in me sitting there, willing my time away while collecting my payment for stoning.

sighh.

It's Our Story

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

Tekong Kelong

i finally found a job.

pay sucks comparatively and job is rather pointless but still.. at least it's smth to do?

rawr.

i miss you =( i'm cheated of 55 minutes of talking time with you (assuming i had half an hr out of 9.30 - 10.30)

"what time do you call your parents?"
"9.30, sir!"

"do you promise to call your parents?"
"yes, sir!"

"do you call your parents first, or girlfriends first?"
"parents, sir!"

HAHAHA.

anw, went shopping for office clothes today with my mum after signing the damned contract. daddy sponsered 150bucks wowwww it's like extra angbao money? or maybe it's just cause my sister had bought 2 laptops in the past month and he feels bad that i'm still using my 6-year old one hehhh. got 2 nice tops and 2 skirts and a jacket oohlala =D and i'm gna make my 1st atm card soon haha so lagg. i realise alot of ppl in rj have atm cards?

thinking of how to go church on sunday, maybe i'll msg sarah? make new friends although it'll be quite awkward. it's either that or msging ben or catching up with sherrie hmmm.

shit i need to prepare for tmr's tuition! =/

Her


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