i wonder where you are now, and who you're with.

your ocs jacket is very very warm to wear.

the song need you now fits what i feel so well.

i never thought it'd describe me so well.

the dried flowers in hostel reminds me of our anniversaries.

i keep remembering the 'me' when i first met you at oosh, when i wasn't exposed to all those vices.

you met me at a wrong time.

i met you at a wrong time.

i just want to settle down with you now.

i don't need to club or drink anymore.

i can't stand being in my hostel; we shopped for all our things there.

i need you like crazy.

i'm such an idiot for screwing things up.

it hurts a hell lot.

i can't live without you.

i'm so needy i can't stand myself.

did i break your heart, or did you break mine?

i never looked at anybody else, i swear.

but you wouldn't believe me.

i'm facebook stalking you i don't believe it.

i'm looking at all your videos.

it's amazing how you had so much laughter before you met me.

it's amazing how i lived without you.

it's amazing how much two months can mean so much.

i know we can last longer than two months.

but i fucked up real bad.

i'm sorry i hurt you so fucking much.

i miss your smile.

i miss making you laugh.

i miss watching you laugh when i do something silly.

i saved all your nice messages to me.

i don't need to stay in hostel anymore.

i can't look at my new phone without thinking about you.

we went phuket together.

we had so much fun.

i love you so much.

you made me fall in love with you completely even though i thought i couldn't.

i'll never open up again it hurts too much.

i'll never ride in your car again.

i'll never listen to your canto songs again.

i'll never see you smile at me again.

i'll never see you again.

we're so far apart.

i don't want the life that i could have led.

i just want you back.