11.11

i wish i knew what went on in your head during our 2.42hours of talk yesterday, when you called me at 12 on the dot. does she make you laugh, the way i do with my silliness?

i wonder if you felt anything today, when you sat next to me in our made-belief unit. do you think of her?

i want to know what lies behind your smile, and if you mean anything when you look right into my eyes. do you gaze at her that way, too?

i have no idea what the hell i am doing, this close to the actual goddamned As. maybe i just like spending time with you.

Her


viviangan♥
14jan91