@ 12:25:00 AM<3
PingPong and Babyloni built my castle today -
how it'll be like to fall asleep in your arms;
watching tv in the future with you, a comfy sofa and snacks;
exercising;
cooking dinner for you everyday;
roaming parks after it turns dark;
exploring the world, holding your hand tightly telling the whole world i'm yours.
but then, i don't know why i'm studying so hard. so that we can travel to see the world? so that we can have a pretty house with a rooftop swimming pool? i don't want to waste all the efforts that i've put in. this is what i've been dreaming of since i was young - to see the world for myself. yet right now, i feel as if i can't do that.
what if you lose faith?