Walk Away

you got angry.

this is why i hate everything about love. i hate it that my moods depend on our happiness. i hate it that i can cry because of somebody else. i hate feeling the same sense of helplessness and hopelessness when i am threatened of being left alone again.

i should have made barriers to entry higher. i should continue to be independent. i never should have allowed myself to open up to you. i never should have tried falling in love again; love was never something for me to find.

i'm tired. this is exactly how i used to feel everytime i got threatened. i'm very, very tired. i want everything to end.

2 days. let's see what i can do. let's see how much i fuck my As up.

Her


viviangan♥
14jan91