@ 10:04:00 PM<3
In The Endwow, it's over.
suddenly everything that i've been working towards since j1ct1 is over? it still feels pretty amazing to know that i can watch a whole cycle of antm the whole day and not feel guilty. i have nothing to do!
okay, maybe i should find a job but that's neither here nor there right now.
i was smiling at 3.30pm yesterday halfway through the h3 paper cause i was so damn happy the paper wasn't guailan and i was going to be free in 1.5hrs. i wonder how it'll be, getting back my report. knowing my expectations, i will not be truly happy unless i see 5 As and a distinction staring at me. although grades aren't everything, and blahblah, they would mean a lot too if you've put in all your efforts since day1 to achieve it.
but then again, if i can't get a scholarship, i don't have to worry about getting perfect grades. maybe i should just skip uni and open a tuition centre. or my retail shops. i don't really want to spend my life working for someone else anyway. i want to do what i want.
3.30pm today was a different story though.
i'm sorry. maybe i have two screws loose.