@ 2:59:00 AM<3
If God created all things, who created God?trying to find God after 18 years and 10 months is like having someone tell me my parents taught me wrongly all along; the colour that i think is green is actually red, the direction i perceive as west is actually east, the taste i call sweet is actually bitter.
everything so commonsensical, so instinctive, so like-duhhhh that i've learnt, i've to throw it out the window. all the concepts, the theories, the logic, gone. usher in the magic, the possibility, the belief. call the apples oranges and the myths facts. call the sun the moon and the science heresy.
the only catch is, there is no explanation for why the new teaching is correct. i just have to accept. honestly speaking, i can believe, but i won't understand why it's possible. (although that is supposed to the case right? God can do all things man deem impossible) i just have to belief that what i'm learning now is correct. and that, is a big, big hurdle.
