@ 1:01:00 AM<3
The lock on the door has changed.
in 23 hours i'll be turning 19 =( i've been reading magazines like cleo since i was 16/17 and i've always read about the girls they interview on the streets. girls that are 19 or 20. and i've always used to think 'wow, that's so OLD. that seems so far away'. well it's not very far now, and as much as i wna wish it way it'll never happen. i'm all grown up, but other than that i haven't changed much from since i was 9.
i'm still insomniac.
i'm still constipated.
i still wish someone invented chocolate rice.
i still wish i could be barbie, or at least have her wardrobe.
i never take afternoon naps.
i never drink plain water unless there isn't a choice.
i still feel inadequate in social settings.
i still feel inadequate.